Kalau Allah permudahkan, betul lah tu. Kalau tak, ada lah sebab nya. When He said yes, it’s a yes and when He said no, it’s a no. Theres always a reason behind it. Maybe it’s due to me maybe it’s not but whichever it is, be accepting that things doest work out my way is the only option. Having zero explanation on why it happened the way it happened sucks. The fact that I was never worth it enough for any sort of explanation sucks. And it sucks even more when this wasn’t the first rodeo. In whatever case letting this go is the last option. Dah orang tak suka, kita pandai pandai faham lah to disappear from their life. In Allah, I put all my trust in and may He guide me to change and improve to be a better woman and a better muslim.