Disconsolateness

 It's been awhile. Been busy with life and all. Im working now. About to graduate end of this month (30th November 2021). Nywayssss, im back just to check on this blog. 1 thing I gotta say, this blog is so fucking cringeyyyyyyyy wtf???? Euw euw euw euw euw can't believe all these posts comes from me *barf* . What was I thinking LMAO. Hate it here. Bye

 Can’t believe im still so naive to put myself in this kind of situation again. Why does it always have to be this hard for me? What is this void? What is this void that I am so eagerly wanting to avoid? What is this longing that I am so desperately wants to be fill? What is this feeling? What am I feeling? What is this indescribable pain holding on to every inch of my soul?