It's my first raya without you. Biasanya mesti perg ipoh and you loved my begedil. I miss your cooking. I miss all the food you cooked me everytime I come by. Sometimes, I'll stay the night there. Rindu. Rindu sangat dkt Mak Siah. Rindu sangat sangat.

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